Poems

I’m sorry for everything I couldn’t give you
I’m sorry for not trusting you
Sorry for all the things I did to you
I’m sorry for the times that I hurt you
I’m sorry for my incapability
Sorry that I couldn’t be there for you
Sorry I wasn’t what you expected me to be
Sorry I didn’t understand you
I’m sorry for loving you
I’m sorry you had to love me
Really sorry I must let you go
Sorry I cannot hold you
Don’t wanna let you go
But I have to
Cause it is better for you
Hoping we will, one day, be together again!
Love You .

It was you inside my head,
Thinking about you, made me believe.
The love was strong,
Or is it the weakness inside me..
You made me cry,
when I should not.
You made me lie,
when I didn't want to.
And now you're telling me,
Whithout a reason to hurt,
It's over, not even started.
I'm sorry but it hurts.
Finally you're giving someone else the love..
But what was meant for me.
I don't care!!
I say to you..
But deep inside you're still here with me.
Inside my head, inside my heart.

Secretly, I still love you
I love you more than anyone else.
You mean so much to me
But you don’t know.
You go on with your life
But I can’t go longer without you.
Your touch made me always so happy.
I miss your voice,who’s whispered sweet words to me.
I miss your eyes, who's always looked so sweet at me
I miss your lips, who's always wanted to kiss me
I miss your arms, who's always wanted to hold me
I remember the first day i saw you.
I had never thought of you behind.
But once we were together
I wanted nothing more than to be always with you.
Every time you are there hundreds of kilometers away from me
And i coulant see you for one week
I missed you at those times so bad
But I always longed for the weekend
Then I could be with you.
In a short time, you become so special
I thought this is for ever
But on that day
Everything was gray and gray.
It was as if the sun never rose
That it would be dark forever.
It began as a beautiful fairy tale
But ended like a deep abyss i fell in
And not released.
My whole life came crashing down
I didn’t do anything more to be desired.
All I want is that it becomes as before
Even though I am afraid it never will be like as before
I hope every day.
Hope that you on one day publish again that you really loved me
That you never let me go
And it will be forever !

Kind Regards
Shaky

High up in heaven,
there lives a star,
You can see her,
but she's very far.
The star is grandma, and she's shining for us.
Dear grandma, we love you very much.

I really wanna thank you for everything
you mean so much to me,
so many fake people but girl,
i know you're real
'cause in these days that really suck
you're still there for me
that's a real friend
and i'll never ever let you down
i got your back girl
you'll never walk alone
every step you take,
i take with you
we walk this road together !

Do you know how it feels?
When you look into somebody’s eyes
And suddenly the whole world goes quite
Just for a second your mind goes in a million ways
While holding that somebody
In your arms to let her see
You’re there for her and will always be
Make her feel like nobody else
Would let her feel save
With the warmth of your love
And whisper in her ears
How much you love her,
That nothing can change
What she means to you.
It feels like a dream come true
The seconds turning into hours
It’s like you’ve the time in your power
It feels so fine
That you’re trying to make it last a life time .

There is this pretty girl
I've met under a rainbow
she's my pot of gold
cuz I love her so !
she is my wonderland
that makes me go crazy
cuz really this time
this girl is just SO amazing!
You are the only one
the one that makes me smile
cuz when i'm with you
it may last a REALLY long while
You got in my mind
like cutting with a knife in a three
and only your kiss
would forever set me free
These are the moments
I wish that would never end
but every time I wake up
I realize i'm just an friend ...

Kind Regards
Shaky

Many people have disappointed me
You are not one of them
I want you to be happy
You are the one
I was wrong
You are perfect
You hear my songs
I smell your cigarettes
I may have disappointed many
Think you are one of them
Do not want to do that now
I am fighting more than ever
Calling for help from above
Forever, so much in love ..

I'm getting cold,
I couldn't hold.
I was to weak,
To seek.
The one thing that's ours,
Going by are the hours.
I thought I could relay,
On this single thing,
But you trew away the ring,
And the sky turns grey.
When nighttime falls,
Pain calls.
'cause the night belongs to lovers,
It's she and me who suffers.
Because it used to be
Only you and me.
You're already gone,
Not moved on.
But it's no good to be caught in the past,
Sometimes it just isn't meant to last...

I love you when you are happy,
I love you when you are down,
I love you forever,
and do you know way?
The reason why I love you,
is just because you are you!
Whenever you are,
whatever you are,
I will always be there for you,
and I will never leave you !

Kind Regards
Shaky

I may not be the
perfuct one for you.
but i will always
try be the right one .

Look out the window
and look and the sky
do you see a bird
or a butterfly?
if you see it fly away
you don't have to worry
and just say
'everything gonna be alright'
maybe it takes a hour, or maybe a day
but i just want to let you know, so I say;
sometimes you have to be happy
with what you got
just believe
and you will see a lot
somepeople doesn't have a special thing
to love, but i really do..
because the specialst thing
for me.. is you !

The way you are is beautiful in my brain
The way you talk drives me insane
The way you are dressed, got me totally impressed
Your own appearence will last a while
Cause baby,you’ll never go out of style

Your whisper in my ear.
Your soft breathe i feel in my hair.
True words by heart,
makes me feel, we won't be apart.
The sound of your heartbeat,
So tender and sweet.
The soft touch of your hand,
makes me feel this love has no end.
Your sweet words which means i love you
i know, they are true.
Your touch which means you take care for me.
You and me in love, is all i can see.

I'm not perfect,
My life isn't perfect.
But when I'm with you...
Everything is perfect !

Kind Regards
Shaky

Try to be yourself
in this world,
Seems impossible,
But try it,
Try to be yourself,
Dont follow the others,
Because you always have to remember,
People who make fun of you
Are just jealous at you !

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
cause a dream is a wish that you make alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
but it's harder to walk on your own !

True friends are the ones who never leave your heart, even if they leave your life for a while. Even after years apart, you pick up with them right where you left off, and even if they die they're never dead in your heart!!!

Standing there all alone
she wanted to be strong
but she is not as tough
as everybody thinks
She just wanted to have
her wings back,
the wings she has lost in the past
She thinks back to the place
the place where it all began
and she starts to smile
She is going to be strong
and if she falls..
I am sure there will
be someone to catch her.

It's with you I want to be,
But it's not possible,
You're for away, over the sea,
Makes me so vulnerable.
Without you,
I won't last for long,
I'm not that strong.
There is no way,
That I survive a day.
Without you.
I was a dead man walking,
But still talking.
There was only on thing I could say,
Every single day.
I've been asking, have you seen this girl?
She was like the sea, the forest and the sun together,
She could be wild and calm as the sea,
She could be frightening and peaceful as the forest,
And she could be be dark and bright shining as the sun.
And one last thing,
I used to love her,
And still I feel that little something.

Kind Regards
Shaky

We are one
the same brick
in the construction
made out of
the same material
As we collapse, we build
as we move, we fix
brick by brick
making the construction
fixing the building
As we grow taller
we grow stronger
and nothing
can break us down

A friend is someone who..
you think your life would be differerent if they dindn't exist.
A friend is someone who...
NEVER leaves you out,
you are ALWAYS inluded when you are with them.
A friend is...
there for you no matter what !

What should I do?
I don't even have a clue
an empty mind
filled whit fright
pain all around
and silence, not a sound
except my screaming in the night
longing for you to hold me tight
I Miss U

What would you say
When everything you know
Would simply go away
Would just simply go
Would you scream and wait untill you die?
Or would you just say good-bye?
What would you think
If you are on a boat
That starts to sink
That would no longer float
Would you scream and wait untill you die?
Or would you say the world good-bye?
Would you sit still and do nothing?
Or would you try to swim?
What would you do
When I would say
That I love you
And that I want you to stay
Would you reject me and say ''no''?
Or would you say ''Okay, let's give it a go''?
Would you do nothing and just ignore me?
Or would you say ''yes'' and be happy?
Just remember that
No matter what you say, think or do
I'll agree with it
And I'll always love you

Kind Regards
Shaky

i'm writing about my pain
it was mine first
but i suggest that i was losing it
like it's going to be taken by my emotions
So here i write, and i can't stop
there's so much in my head
it feels good to clean it up .

I wanna lay in your arms.
Enjoying the presence of you.
Smell your parfum...
That's all i really need!
But you just don't know me
You don't know my name.
I wanna be the mirror you look at everyday.
Just a tear on your face.
Anything..
Just to be with you.
I need to ask myself the question;
Where are you now?


What would you say if I said "I love you"?
Would you say "I love you too"?
No? Well I hoped so
But still I don't let go
Because every time I see you
You remind me how wonderful this world is
No matter what I'm going through
The way you look, the way you smile, the way you kiss
You're surely her
When I see you I say to my self "that's the one I love"
There are so many things trying to take me of
But every time I keep trying to get closer
To the day our dreams will come to be
Just in time for you and me

In mind
I walk beside you
Hold your hand
Give you a kiss
But in real life
Everything is very different
No, I dare
Nothing to do

Kind Regards
Shaky

Make new friends.
But keep the old.
One is silver and the other gold.

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
cause a dream is a wish that you make alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
but it's harder to walk on your own

Today is not tomorrow,
Tomorrow is a new adventure,
You never know what comes,
Maybe you will fight,
Buth then you fight for your friends,
Maybe meet new people,
And they are your friends,
But what is certain is,
Tomorrow is a new day.

Tomorrow I'm with you,
I can be who I want to be,
Do what I want to do,
I can be the real me.
To see your appearance,
Be in your presence.
Walk hand in hand,
Over the sand.
To look at the sea,
Only you and me.
Together,
Forever.
A love that will last,
It can't be the past.
Because it is,
What I now miss.
But I will get what I told,
More precious than gold.
Because tomorrow I'm with you

Kind Regards
Shaky

You and me,
Me and you.
Never together, but neither apart,
you easily captured my hart,
felt like some kind of magic right from the start.
There has always been attraction between us,
at least, I think there was.
Smile to each other, then hastily looking away,
I didn’t ever dare to stay.
Afraid of a feeling so strange and so strong,
never found out whether it was right or wrong.
I always told myself I simply couldn’t be in love with you,
but I wonder then; why is it I still can’t forget you?
When you smile and your eyes start to shine,
it does make me wish that I was yours and you were mine.
I wish that I could talk with you, be with you and be there for you,
wanted so badly that this dream would come true.
Wishful thinking.
But no, I rudely made myself wake up from this dream,
It’s like me being the sun and you being a moonbeam,
They just don’t go together,
We’re different like night and day,
I think that’s why I keep this love away.
When I see you standing with your brother or a friend,
I just can’t seem to understand,
Why you always look like you think you’re less,
Standing in their shadow, hiding yourself, I guess.
If there is something I could say to you,
It would be you shouldn’t hide being you
You’re so beautiful, wonderfully made.
You are not a mistake, you’re special.
God made you the person you are,
Try seeing yourself through God’s eyes and you’ll see a lightning star.
He wants you to shine,
he wants you to smile,
Not only for a little while.
He wants for you nothing but the best,
It’s more than anyone could’ve ever guessed
I wish I could tell you this,
It’s something you shouldn’t miss.
And if I never find a way to tell,
I hope someone else shall.
Because God loves us, we all should smile,
Than you can say you have a great lifestyle
Also I still don’t know if it’s love what I feel,
But instead of dreaming so much, I will stick to what’s real.
And maybe some of my wishes come true,
But than at first I’ll have to talk with you.
Just start with a smile and a hallo,
Like I did so easy a few years ago,
Maybe something will start to grow,
To be honest, I don’t think so,
But who knows what the future holds,
We’ll see what unfolds..
You and me,
Me and you.
The start.

Kind Regards
Shaky

When I first saw you, I found you like a super nice woman whom I could trust equal.
You come in my life, I was right in love with you.
Every day and every second I think only to you.
You know I love you super much!
About our breaks we break.
I love you!

My mind is like a door ,
it can close but it can open to ,
When u with me it opens because i know can
tell you everything ,
but when i'm with others
it closes because i 'm affraid to tell them
what's going on in my mind , they will probably just laugh and tell me that i'm crazy ,
that's why my motto is Don't trust nobody
only yourself and the ones you feel close to


Sometimes I hope you will talk to me again.
Sometimes I hope you never left me.
Sometimes I hope that I could turn back time.
Sometimes I hope I can get you back.
Sometimes I think you've never loved me.
Sometimes I think I hate you.
Sometimes I think why do not you talk to me?
Sometimes I think what did I do wrong?

What I feel right now, what’s it called?
How do you call it when you think about someone?
When you think that someone is the most beautiful person you’ve ever seen?
When you wanna go out with someone?
When you can’t help what you feel, but wished you could?
What’s it called when you can’t stop thinking?
When you’re imagining how things could be?
When you’re too shy to say ‘hi’? And you wanna kill yourself afterwards?
Thinking you shouldn’t be that shy and you just should’ve said ‘hi’?
I believe it’s called love. No, I know it is. For me it’s love. I fell in love with you, but I don’t dare to tell. So please, catch this hint and know I wrote this for you. Know what this means and please let me know if you get that this is for you. Just say ‘Hi, how’re you doin’?”. I’ll know that you know and I’ll reply, not being shy.

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
cause a dream is a wish that you make alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
but it's harder to walk on your own

Try to be yourself
in this world,
Seems impossible,
But try it,
Try to be yourself,
Dont follow the others,
Because you always have to remember,
People who make fun of you
Are just jealous of you !

Kind Regards
Shaky

If he makes you cry,
he aint worth you.
another guy will make you smile.
if he pays no attention to you,
he aint worth you,
another guy will give you his whole mind.
if he doesn't care about you,
he aint worth you,
another guy will care about you the most in the world.
just think about that, you are special.

You are the one that makes me see how beautiful the dark can be
You are the one who shows me how life can be
Even though I barely know you
I fall for you
I think I am in love
In love with an dark angel
You are my dark angel
You are the one who makes my life forth the fighting
I want to fight for you
I want to fight for our love
You’re the one for me
No one will understand
But no one needs to
It is just you and me
We can face the world together
We can cope
As long as we are together

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do,
If you're tossin and you're turnin and you just can't fall asleep,
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you realy mean to me,
Everyday I will remind you.
You can count on me.

Kind Regards
Shaky

For the first time i'm not running away
Gave you the chance to break the walls around my heart
I believe i took a distance from the past
I have now the strength to look away
from the heartbreaker.
I don't know how you did it
But you fixed the broken side of me
It's like the nightmare is finally over
And you are the one who saved me from falling
Everything i'm now or will be
It's all because of you
You're the joy to my heart
And the shining light upon my face
The warmth of your love left a mark upon my heart
A mark that reminds me everyday
You are one of a kind !

You just see me like a friend, but i want to hold your hand.First you stole a part, than you broke my heart.Your beautiful smile,the way you walk.Your shining hear,the way you talk.I want to hug you,i want to kiss you, because i miss you.

I want to hold your hands & walk a mile
Don't want to miss u, even a while
My life is so beautiful coz,
Dear, its you... My life
hug me for my worries to die
My tears to dry and
My loniness to fly
It hurts me to know
How I sometimes can be a little selfish
When it comes to you
I'm getting sentimental over you
For God sake explain me why all these
I miss you every moment of the day
I keep me awake just to listen to you
I keep me emty just for you to fill
I keep me alive just to see you
My mornings miss you
My evenings seeks you
Where were you all these years
You weren't there to wipe my tears
Fear of future is worse than pain of the past
still I bother the least, coz u are there
even seconds are too long to miss you
I want to hold your hands & walk a mile
Don't want to miss u, not even a wile


Kind Regards
Shaky

You might be crazy , but have i told you lately that i love you , youre the only reason that i'm not afraid to fly and its crazy , that someone could change me. and no matter what it is i have to do , i'm not afraid to try cuz youre the reason why.

If one touch can make me happy,
It's the touch from tour hands on my skin.
If one kiss can make me happy,
It's tour kiss on my lips.
If one moment can change my life,
Than it is already happend
When i saw your beautiful eyes.

You're the thought that starts each morning,
The conclusion to each day.
You are in all that I do,
And everything I say.
You're the smile on my face,
The twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
The fullness in my life.
You're the hand that's laced in mine,
And the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love,
My shoulder to lean on.
You're my silly, mature, caring,
Thoughtful, bright, and honest woman.
The one who holds me tightly,
When I need to cry.
You're the dimple in my cheek,
The ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
The happiness of my life.
You are all I've wanted,
You are all I need.
You are all I've dreamed of !

Kind Regards
Shaky

Try to be yourself
in this world,
Seems impossible,
But try it,
Try to be youreself,
Dont follow the others,
Because you always have to remeber,
People who make fun of you
Are just jeaulos at you !

There are so many things,
that you wished you've never done it.
But everyone makes mistakes,
so the best thing you can do..
is learn from it!
Don't hang around like you don't
know what to do anymore.
But see life as an experience,
an experience with ups and downs,
with tears and happines.
No one knows what's behind you..
and no one knows what
you're looking forward.
But always no that you gotta enjoy your life,
and make it the way you want it !

Some people think that it's
great to be rich.
To be cool and keep up with
the trends.
But riches and looks just
don't matter at all.
Cos what really counts is
your friends.

Kind Regards
Shaky

very good poem

An Entrapment

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.

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