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My life without Gia - part 2. Half a year without Gia (and present):  Every day I think of Gia. Every day some girl remind me her. Every day my imagination creates beautiful images of her. Every day I'm looking for a new post about her in the forum.I do not feel almost no sadness. I feel only a strange "emptiness" in my heart. I still hope that her real life is fine and she has no serious problems. I do not watch any erotic show. Sometimes I look at the "new" girls in ETV, but no other girl did not impress me yet. I like shy girls. I like girls which irritate my imagination. I like girls with personality. But these girls aren't on ETV already, because ETV is no longer "erotic channel". ETV sells only nudity and phone calls. Girls who undress at the first show are not interesting for me. ETV isn't interesting for me already. Much better are my memories and especially my ideas about Gia. I experiencing two different periods:  There are days when I feel that I overcome everything. These days I feel stupid and I am ashamed that I behaved as an "fool". I wonder why I've experiencing her departure so much. I blame myself that I wrote many sad and unfortunate (and maybe stupid) posts. I wanted to end writing my posts, but I always found a reason to continue. But then come the days when I again very miss her. I watching her photos again and I feel sad. I ask myself, "Are my memories and my imagination dangerous for me?" I blame myself again that I was not able to get her attention. I envy again to all who talked to her and she has nice memories of them. Again I have got a felt that I lost a girl who was very important to me.I envy those who were able to come to terms with her departure and Gia is for them "only" a past. Gia is still present in my mind   ................. Everything is true. |
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tackle wrote:C'mon guys she does not care about us!!.....but her fans cares about gia in her etv years passed with us......now is another story |
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All that, for years, we admire Gia, we were happy to have her between us,
but now Gia has another life and the best thing for her is to live free, happy and far from etv. We have our memories and her videos, that we will always have them there, and I think that we should be satisfied with that. |
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C'mon guys she does not care about us!! She was working; she showed her naked body for us or for money???? We payed to wacth her naked
I like her but to talk about love, real life, job.......for sure she loved her job and she had a good talent bt the real life is different. Gia if you want come back if you don't........we still miss you |
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She has gone: ETV has never deserved this pretty girl.., how can She be back in the hell ETV has become in these days?
Let her be happy in her true life, Let her fight, cry, smile, feel emotions and love as any normal young girl in the world! This is the only dream we must have of her! |
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Gia is still with us, but now only in dreams!!
 Like she say - Love is the answer
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Hi ji_mar, thanks for keeping alive the memories of sweet Gia and for sharing your
feelings and emotions with us; now I want to tell my experience with Gia. Do you remember the first time she left Etv ? It was only two or three months after her arrival, in the end of 2007, it was a Sunday morning and in the studio there were Becky (I think she's a good friend of Gia) and other girls I don't remember. Suddenly Hans came in to say that would be Gia's last show and on the plasma screen appeared a message: "Thank you Gia"; without knowing why, I started to cry, maybe because I was sad and angry that such a beautiful and sweet girl was leaving without showing her great potential. But after few months Gia came back and she showed to the world how special she is for four years; the memory of her I will always keep in my heart is our conversation, when I asked her to make a cream show with Lin and she made the sexiest show I've ever seen on a tv channel, then she asked me if I liked it and I was speechless, I only said "yes, you're fantastic" and the connection broke down;I never had again the courage to call her . But when she left last year I wasn't sad or angry because I saw in her last shows how unhappy she was in the studio and I thought her life in Etv was over and she deserved to start a new chapter of her life, maybe to find the real love and a better job. So I only wish her to live her life happily, wherever she is now and never come back to a place she doesn't belong anymore. Best regards, Italianfan |
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during her final appearance on etv, she asked the viewers to pray for her not to come back. And she added, if she returns, that would mean she could not find a job other than performing on etv. I believe, she was not pleased with the pressure for full nudity.
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was for me (and for many other men) very special. I always try to write something nice about her. She deserves it.I wrote about her (and about me) a story called [hidden link - please register]. I wrote how I was experiencing with her, how important she was to me and why I liked her. I also wrote many other posts about her. It has been more than six months from when I last saw Gia on the screen . Now I decided to write my memories in my next story. (Sorry, that I write more about themselves than about Gia. But Gia is already very long gone and I do not have any new experiences, about which I'd written. But I still can write about my feelings, because I've still memories and imaginations.)My life without Gia My first day without Gia: I could not sleep. I felt like I lost my good friend forever. I experienced great sadness and despair. I was still think about it, that I will see never her again, that I will not again impatiently wait for her next show and that my dreams will not come true. This idea was very painful for me. I once again realized that I will never have the opportunity, tell her my feelings and will never be able to thank her for everything. I wanted that Gia knew, how much she changed my life and my perception of erotica. I wanted to get her attention. I've never been but it failed. I knew that one day Gia will leave, but I had no idea how very painful it affect my feelings. My first week without Gia: I was still experiencing the same feelings, but I at least slept. I thought of Gia all days. I was still very sad. When I wrote my posts or letters to my friends, many times I had eyes full of tears. But I began to think about her future and and I began to favor her happiness before my personal desires and dreams. I was more happy that she left the ETV and she started living his "normal" life. I imagined what she experiences, what she is doing and whether it's going well according to her wishes. I very much wished that her life was happy and that nobody did not harm her. I stopped watching ETV and other erotic channels and instead I "enjoyed" my beautiful imaginations and dreams. One month without Gia: I found that I have not longer any interest watch the erotic shows. All shows seemed dull and boring for me without her. Her erotic art absolutely fascinated me and no other girl could replace her. My memories of her were still sad, but I have already reconciled with her departure. But I still could not accept the fact that I could not tell her my feelings and that I could not thank her for everything. I still naively hoping that somebody might offer me this option. However, this is impossible (logically). I stopped searching for Gia. I found out that it has no meaning. I can not find Gia, because Gia there isn't. ............. [hidden link - please register]
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tackle wrote:We wiss you so much; c'mon Gia come back!!!!!!!!!! We love you  ..... We miss you , but please Gia stay away ,don't come back !!!!!!!!! We care about your future , your life is outside Etv !!!!! ....   Kind Regards Shaky |
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We wiss you so much; c'mon Gia come back!!!!!!!!!! We love you
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Michaeln wrote:uk334 wrote:furiarossa wrote:so... what means , for you, "might be a young gia" ???? No problem my friend
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shagshaggy wrote:uk334 wrote:Italianfan wrote:paolopulici wrote:Lace: can you contact GIA and ask her to back? Same thing mate, it was a fetish for Ronald Mc Donald clown outfits
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uk334 wrote:Italianfan wrote:paolopulici wrote:Lace: can you contact GIA and ask her to back? i believe i saw Lace out side the fetish club and gia was not with her |
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uk334 wrote:furiarossa wrote:so... what means , for you, "might be a young gia" ???? @uk334. Thank you a lot. You understood me right. |
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