Gia - Discussion & Chat

I wrote, "[Versteckter Link - Registrierung notwendig]." I wrote what I experienced in my real life. I wrote that Gia reminded this to me.
But Gia gone and with her went all my memories of my feelings, desires and expectations that I had experienced in the past in my real life .
Remained only beautiful memories of Gia and her shows . Gia was very unique. I always praised publicly her art, her honesty and her courage. Gia is very beautiful and sensual . But she was also very mysterious. Her nature, her behavior and her moods were unpredictable. Also, her body was a mysterious, unknown and inaccessible. Very long time she carefully guarded the secret of her body. With enthusiasm and expectation, I watched every her show. I imagined her beautiful body (sorry, but I'm a "normal" man and I can not lie that her body not important for me ).
Gia began revealed secrets her body to us. Not fast, not cheap or vulgar manner, but always with emotions, with grace and also with fear. This her nature was fascinating . Her development was slow. She carefully proceeded step by step. Gia bit by bit gradually showed the secret of her body. Her every hint, every light touch, every her passionate look was very exciting. She always showed just enough so we were looking forward to the next show and expect more surprises .
This way I'm very happy. Gia not showed only her body, Gia showed much more.....
Gia never reveal all the secrets of her soul or her body. I'm hoping it happens . But I did not want to lose my beautiful ideas. Gia forever remain mysterious and unattainable.

Why is Gia important for me now?
Fortunately Gia remained in my imagination .
- Every day some beautiful girl remind her to me .
- Every evening I think about her .
- Every night I hope that I will have a beautiful dream about her (but every morning I wake up disappointed ).

Every memory of Gia awakens my imagination. I'm still fascinated by her beauty, and very often I imagine her beautiful body . Gia is very beautiful and charming woman, so also these my ideas are very beautiful and exciting .

I already can not watch any new her show. I already can not experiencing new wonderful moments full of anticipation, excitement, joy and happiness.
But I have my beautiful and exciting imaginations about her, and I hope that I have it for a very long time.
Therefore, Gia still important for me.

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I apologize for my last and very personal post, but I had tell my feelings (I can not tell to Gia, so I write it publicly).
I hope that Gia and her loyal fans will forgive my this my last post about Gia.

Thank you and Good-bye.

Italianfan wrote:The real name of Gia is Goddess Infinitely Awesome:heart
That we will always miss

i like you like gia but i think is not important the real name of gia.....the important is that she is real

The real name of Gia is Goddess Infinitely Awesome:heart
That we will always miss

Gia

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What is the real name of Gia??

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I shortened your long poetic confession

I do not regret that Gia left. I am glad that she hasn't this job, and she can lives her "normal" life .
Therefore Gia was important to me :

Hi JI-MAR, my friend,
I cried emotionally because of your sincerity and devotion.
Tears are just water coming from your eyes but feeling is coming
from the deepest and profound side of the pure heart.
Thank you for this awareness to remember the Queen Gia.
Memories are the sweetest flowers watered by the tears of love.
JohnGuitar

Why was Gia important for me?

I often write about the fact that she was important to me that she is for me a symbol of friendship and love and that she reminded me of my real life.
But you can not properly understand these my words, because you do not know my real life . Therefore, now I will not write about Gia, but I will write about me .

It's been a very long time, when I was young and single. I then started looking for woman with whom I want to live all my life. I had known a lot of girls, but I was looking for the right one. I was looking for a long time and very carefully, I finally chose (and I chose well ).
My girlfriend was beautiful but not the most beautiful. My girlfriend was clever but not the cleverest. My girlfriend managed to surprise me, but also bored. My girlfriend was sweet, but sometimes she was uncomfortable. But she has always been honest. She never did not hide her feelings, and she did not create the false illusion of happiness. This sincerity I appreciate the most . Life is not always beautiful.
For a long time I was friends with her for and for a long time I recognized her good and bad qualities. Then I fell in love with her . At that moment, the other girls ceased to exist for me.

I experienced with her many of unforgettable moments. I'm still thinking of her. I always very looked forward a meeting with her and I always imagined how this meeting will be. Many times I was happy with her. Many times I was also disappointed. I experienced with her beautiful moments full of expectations, excitement, joy and happiness. But many times I also was experiencing sadness, disappointment or pain with her. I always experiencing these feelings very much, I always listened to her patiently, I always helped her and never hurt her. With this girl I married and I living with her still .
After many years remains a strong bond of marriage, but love goes slowly . This leaves only memories on the beautiful period of love.
My life is not extraordinary. These feelings experienced by anyone who met with a genuine love, which arises on the basis of friendship, mutual tolerance and respect . (True love arises a long time and can not be bought for money.)

This beautiful period returned suddenly. Not with the real girl in a real life, but with Gia in my mind. Again, I experienced wonderful moments full of expectations, excitement, joy and happiness. Again, I felt too sadness, disappointment or pain. I've never spoken with her. I read her feelings from her face, because her "face and eyes" do not lie. Gia never not hide her feelings, and she did not create the false illusion of happiness.

There are only three differences, what is Gia different from my real girlfriend:
1) I was not and I am not in love with Gia (all my love I gave to my wife)
2) The relationship with Gia was not mutual, everything exists only in my mind (Gia not knows that I exist ).
3) Gia forever gone from my life and I have no opportunity or a hope to share my feelings with her (with my real girlfriend I married and I am happy with her for many years).

I do not regret that Gia left. I am glad that she hasn't this job, and she can lives her "normal" life .
But ended this beautiful period of my life (maybe the last) which I lived through again, thanks to her.
Gia reminded me of everything beautiful I've ever seen and experienced with my real girlfriend. I was experiencing in my mind again best time of my life through her. All my feelings for her are real and sincere, like in my real life.

Therefore Gia was important to me .

babacola7 wrote:[quote='ji_mar']I decided to write two more posts. Then I will be silent for a long time, maybe forever .
All her fans are silent and I remain silent as well .

Many fans wait and suffer in silent , and still continue to hope to see her again or to learn something new from her.

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[quote='ji_mar']I decided to write two more posts. Then I will be silent for a long time, maybe forever .
All her fans are silent and I remain silent as well .

Many fans wait and suffer in silent , and still continue to hope to see her again or to learn something new from her.

Ibykus wrote:Wedding?

...............indelible for all life with her fans

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I decided to write two more posts. Then I will be silent for a long time, maybe forever .
My imagination is already empty and I haven't got new inspiration. I have a feel that I wrote everything about Gia. I like writing about her very much, but I will not write longer publicly. All her fans are silent and I remain silent as well .
I will not write any other posts. Gia was the last reason why I watched ETV. I am very disappointed from the development of ETV. I did not find any other girl that would be interesting for me. Most of the girls from ETV me very disappointed .
I have not found anything else even here on the forum, what would be interesting for me. But I want to stay in touch with some members. I continue I will be very thankful for every nice letter from them. I found a lot of good people here , but most of them left me and they are quiet, unfortunately (I do not know why).

I wrote a lot (about 150) posts about Gia.
You know:
How I much admired her.
What feelings I was experiencing with her.
How I sad.
I want her to be happy.
I wanted to tell her all these my feelings.
I have not found a way to do it.

Whatever I experienced anything with Gia, regardless what I read about Gia, regardless what I wrote anything about Gia, also what I will write later, none of this changes my relationship to her. It is not love, it's friendship (it's strange and incomprehensible, but I do not know for what other I be likened this my feeling).

Although this friendship never existed, Gia is"friend"....
With whom I spent several wonderful years of my life.
Who was very helpful to me (but I could not help her).
Who never failed me.
With which I was happy (but she does not know it).
Who is gone forever (and I not say good-bye to her).
I will never see again her (and I never say my feelings to her).
Who never knew me (but I'll remember her forever).
On whom I will still to think (and wait for new information about her).

This is the definitive end [Versteckter Link - Registrierung notwendig]

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Next time I'll write more information about yourself. It will be much more personal than I had intended to write. It will be a summary of my feelings.
Next time I'll write, "[Versteckter Link - Registrierung notwendig]" and "Why Gia is important to me now?". Then you'll already know all about me (I hoped that I will not be the only one who will write about their feelings ...).

eslam wrote:: @Where Jia Are gone I went to another channel!!!And why the administration has not stick to them!!!Channel has become tasteless without Jia: thumbup:

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: @Where Jia Are gone I went to another channel!!!And why the administration has not stick to them!!!Channel has become tasteless without Jia: thumbup:

One of the greatest Gia-Admirer has left this stage

I will miss his wonderful and poetic posts. I think this thread - dedicated to the most wonderful lady - has now lost another important person - after the most important: Gia herself